For truth to be perceived and lived I have to let go of every belief I ever had, all of them. Clean my house completely. Then truth can be seen, unobscured.
That is what is seen as I peer so deep into awareness that form starts to disintegrate.
Peering back, towards the source of awareness, where light comes from, much will be revealed. It is done by letting go of veils, looking intensely backwards while letting go of structures, of beliefs, layer by layer.