To find my true self. To be the knowing and not that which is known. The freedom and ease, safety and liberation of being at home as the awareness, aware of objects, and not identified with the objects themselves. To know myself as that in which form appears, and not in the forms themselves. Form/objects appear in me, created by me, of me, so in that sense I am them but I am not limited by them or caged inside them in any way. I am stable, still, infinitely steady and safe in I am, just that.