The ineffable, awareness shining forth, experiencing a person. A person takes form believing in itself. The person has a faint subconscious recollection of its true self, a longing to awaken. The person strives to transcend and upon succeeding realizes it was always that which it longed for. The ineffable, awareness recognizes itself and the person is still there, aware of its true nature, transparent and still the person. Experienced from source and individual simultaneously. Aware of pure awareness and of the person without conflict. Knowing nothing with all knowing available.
Negating the absolute and also negating the person. Oscillating between the two. Can stillness and harmony be, with both fully expressed? Can any of them be expressed without the other? Seems not. The absolute is expressed as existence. Existence is the absolute, expressed. Not one, not two. The insolvable paradox. Only insolvable from a perspective. Nothing to solve even. Before that. And both are and are not. It becomes paradoxical as it’s brought into the realm of existence, it’s not before making that step. Is this the fall from eden?
All form as the absolute taking on expression. Form as infinite potential having surrendered its infinity.
Just because something doesn’t make sense to mind, that says nothing about the truth of the matter.
As a person, entering into so much awareness is painful. The severity of what will be faced is immense as the holding on is still active. Awareness penetrating to the contraction before it is released. The pain of the contraction being experienced before it is released. Ohh what a journey. And then the freedom of the release.