On the journey of life, falling into myself. As I open up, layer by layer. Exposing myself to the being of others, of humanity and its joy and suffering. 

Perhaps it’s not so much about protecting my own state of being, raising protective barriers around me. But essentially to learn to embrace and love all that my being comes in contact with. Absorbing the being of others and all. And somehow learn how to love it all. Without discrimination. 

Somehow become that terrifying intensity, love, capable of holding it all. All of it inside of me. Leaving no barriers enclosing myself in a confinement smaller than what is.

What other way is there? And yet, how intense the resistance to the expansion calling me.