Our origins, true self, can not be grasped by my limited mind. Awakening cant be understood in concepts. A journey of transformation has to happen. Transforming the sense of self experiencing. Until that sense of I is so open it has no fixed form. Then it is understood as a direct experience. Not in concepts. I know of no other way.
Its so far to go it has to take time. The person cant bear the intensity of it happening to fast. And there is no need for it. Indeed that need listened to, is the blockage.
Its a non movement inside. To wish for nothing. Nowhere to go but be here. Surrender the seeking, any movement at all, from what is.