Writings

Not to move my mind to God but to see it is already one and then cease engaging in the separating thoughts and activities. To move only as the divine expression. Hearing and feeling clearly that groundforce moving within. Knowing it to be me, undistorted. Allowing me...

To be so utterly one with love that all of (my) humanity is fully embraced and accepted as it is. To be in such full realization of my true self as love that all of my human experience is completely accepted as it is. To see the unconscious judgment of myself and make...

To see, at a deeper and deeper level that which wants to make a movement. To see that in which I am identified. That in which I have defined my infinity. That in which I have limited my unlimited nature. To just see that, as it is. That is all. I am not striving. I...

To find my true self. To be the knowing and not that which is known. The freedom and ease, safety and liberation of being at home as the awareness, aware of objects, and not identified with the objects themselves. To know myself as that in which form appears, and not...

To be, just present with what is. That is the power of now. No story or reference hindering the depth of the present. Referencing is available but it's not overshadowing the now. No judgment in any direction, just being with what is. Pure and innocent.

Truly I say there is nothing to teach.  Truly I say there is no goal to attain. Realize the truth in this for yourself.

There is no real limitation to mind. All and anything can be embraced in it. It is just structures formed in it that we may identify with and thus we identify with the limitation of those structures. So use mind, and the structures therein, without any attachment to...

When I just am, and I look at myself in that. I am just vast spacious luminosity. That can be filled with anything and does not have to be held onto because it is a fact. The underlying fact and that cannot be altered, so why cling to it. Why cling to or try to hold...

Illusion, creating an illusion, that illusion, creating an illusion, that illusion creating an illusion… and so the wheel of samsara turns. To be with reality, unhindered by mind. I go infinitely further when I cease defining experience through mind. Mind still is, as...

Something holding on, afraid to trust and let go. A double separation, inversion in itself. Knowing surrender is necessary, yet not daring the movement. Knowing it will come of itself. Is that trust and surrender where those are not possible? The eternal paradox at...

As I merge with the infinite, allowing my mind to become vast and spacious. I see there is nothing that can attack me, I can not die as there is no form I'm identified with. So there is no thing than can die, as no form is held on to, they are all already dissolved....

Why bother about how much understanding one has or how awake they are, when really all that is is the state of their identification. When I know what they are is pure consciousness, and that is what I meet. So then why would I stop my perception at that superficial...

We get a taste of the divine, sweet like nothing we ever knew before, yet more familiar than anything we ever knew. We busy ourselves in the search for symbols, spirit guides, teachings, all the world, to taste it once again. And in the end as we come to rest in...

I want for nothing but to give love. Being love. Giving and receiving being one. Dancing, in love as love. I do not need to go anywhere, it is already here. Always. Recognition is all that's needed.

I have something to give that is of infinite value. Something that is already yours. All that is left is the recognition of that.

There is one place from where reality can be seen. Seen without distortion. Truth appearing as it really is, unfiltered. That is love. To see from love. Then fear is not veiling my vision and I am able to see. To see love. See from love and truth is seen. Only then.

It doesn't really matter what is unfolding in the experience. Awareness is always there, having the experience and as I am awake to that. Able to focus on the awareness that's always present, the content of the experience becomes secondary. Awareness itself primary...

It feels like wrestling mind out of entanglement. Disengaging from the very wild horses of mind, taming them. Then keeping them still until they are so at peace that my effort can relax, that I can relax and just be. Exerting effort to build new synapses, to establish...

It is a shock to awaken to how sick my mind is. To see how wild the horses are. Amazing. I have made a home in the obscuring mist, the cloud of confusion. In here my contracted identity dwells, haunted by the blindness of this place. Yet I know clarity is available...

I want for nothing. To want for nothing. The wisdom in that! All want as a movement of contraction. A want for what is not in the moment. A non acceptance. Egos chronic dissatisfaction. The freedom of a being free from want. Free to marvel at what is, moment to...